being disabled

Lately, I’ve been dealing with chronic health issues, from joint pain, to nausea, to gastrointestinal problems.

I’ve known something was wrong with me for years. I’ve been to countless doctors, in-and-out of emergency rooms, and to tons of specialists. My last labs were all ‘normal’. 

I haven’t felt ‘normal’ in weeks, probably months. 

I’m really tired of constantly feeling like something’s not right, like I’m about to throw up at any second, like my body isn’t working correctly. 

What is wrong with me? 

Won’t someone tell me? 

I’ve been on hold with my doctor’s office for 22 minutes, trying to make an appointment. 

I’m so tired of being sick and tired.